i slept for like 12 hours.. sheesh. just woke up not too long ago.

im feeling soooooooooooooo crappppppy and useless. i want to work...... anywhere. somewhere. no, actually pardon me. i dont want to sell electrical goods.. i dont want to go on the streets.. i dont want to sell russian diamonds... i dont want to sell mambo clothes... i only want a decent office job that will pay me at least 6bucks per hour.

im not gonna go out today.
im not going to go out today.
i wont go out today.
yes daphne? yes yes? yessss.

though i wont mind coffee later at holland. hrrm. but that will only be after dinner.

oh yes. and i want to quit smoking! unless i can get supplies of duty free ciggies ( READ=CHEAPPPP.) i will quit smoking. i must quit smoking. its an expensive habit. and its bad for my health. and i dont want another asthma attack. it sucks.